I wasn’t sure if I’d write this blog and it’s a bit of the easy way out in some ways.
I find the blog my release and more often then not this is also how family members find out too.
I’m going to be having surgery to remove a 3cm cyst with wavy lines removed. Its on my right ovary. It’s being rushed through due to family history. The wavy lines apparently mean it might not be a normal cyst.
I am not sure what to feel about it. It explains no periods since february 2009 when I fell pregnant with Red.
It explains my mood swings, hormones.
What if that doesn’t solve everything?
What if I’m infertile afterwards? Is that why my periods stopped?
I have Gav and Red. They are my world. And although this coming up is all a bit weird that’s actually all that matters.